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The Eagle’s Gift – The Art of Dreaming – Losing The Human Form

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Eagle's gift / By / 26 minutes of reading

In this chapter, Castaneda undergoes a harrowing physical ordeal which he and la Gorda identify as the final “loss of the human form,” resulting in a profound state of warrior’s detachment that erases his past resentments. This new state of being acts as a catalyst, unlocking a critical, completely forgotten memory of the “Nagual woman”—a serene and powerful counterpart to Don Juan who was, in fact, Castaneda’s partner. The shocking revelation that they could have forgotten such a pivotal figure plunges both him and la Gorda into a cycle of shared grief, rage, and fear as they begin to grapple with the true, terrifying extent of Don Juan’s manipulations on their memories and their very beings.

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The Eagle’s Gift – Dreaming Together

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Eagle's gift / By / 38 minutes of reading

In this chapter, to overcome their shared distress, Castaneda and la Gorda decide to attempt “dreaming together.” Castaneda outlines his four stages of dreaming before they successfully enter a shared dream, which is a vivid memory of Don Juan assigning la Gorda to him as a task to harness his selfishness. This experience also triggers the memory of another forgotten member of their party, Vicente. The breakthrough forces them into a detailed analysis of the art of dreaming, exploring concepts like the second attention, not-doing, the dreaming body, and will. The discussion culminates in la Gorda’s revelation that will is the control of the “other self,” and that Silvio Manuel was the ultimate master of it, a being permanently existing in his other self and commanding intent itself.

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The Eagle’s Gift – The Right and The Left Side Awareness

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Eagle's gift / By / 29 minutes of reading

This chapter details Castaneda and la Gorda’s renewed attempts at “dreaming together,” leading them to a shared, barren landscape between the “parallel lines.” This experience unlocks a complete memory for Castaneda of a past event where he, la Gorda, the Nagual woman, and Silvio Manuel were taken to this same desolate place, which Don Juan called “limbo,” with their physical bodies. He recalls the terrifying ordeal of nearly dying from an overwhelming pressure and fear, a trial designed to force him to surrender his attachments. The chapter culminates in Castaneda and la Gorda’s profound realization about their own nature: that their past experiences were split between the awareness of the “right side” (the *tonal*) and the “left side” (the *nagual*). They conclude that their task of “remembering” is actually the warrior’s work of bridging these two sides by rearranging the non-linear “intensity” of the left side’s perception into a linear sequence their right side can comprehend.

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The Eagle’s Gift – The Rule of The Nagual

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Eagle's gift / By / 26 minutes of reading

This chapter delves into the foundational mythos of the sorcerers’ world, which Castaneda calls “the rule of the Nagual.” He recounts how Don Juan, after a near-fatal encounter, was initiated into this rule by his own benefactor. The rule describes the Eagle, an immense cosmic force that consumes the awareness of all beings upon death. However, the Eagle also provides a gift: a chance to escape this fate and achieve freedom by keeping one’s awareness. To guide beings to this freedom, the Eagle created the Nagual, a double being who comes in a male/female pair. The chapter details the specific structure of a Nagual’s party—composed of four types of female warriors (the four directions) and four types of male warriors—and outlines their luminous features, their tasks of dreaming and stalking, and the cyclical duty of each Nagual to find and train a new party before departing the world.

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The Active Side of Infinity – Mud Shadows

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By / 32 minutes of reading

In this chapter, don Juan introduces Castaneda to what he calls the “topic of topics”: a predator from the depths of the cosmos that has taken over the rule of human lives. He explains that sorcerers can see these beings as fleeting, dark shadows, which he encourages Castaneda to perceive. According to don Juan, these predators, or “flyers,” consume the “glowing coat of awareness” that surrounds human beings, leaving only a narrow fringe which is the epicenter of our self-reflection. They keep humans docile and weak by giving us their mind—a foreign installation filled with contradiction, greed, and cowardice—and then feeding on the flares of awareness produced by our inane, self-absorbed problems. Don Juan states that the only deterrent is discipline, which makes a sorcerer’s awareness unpalatable. The ultimate goal is to tax the “flyer’s mind” with inner silence until it flees permanently. To give Castaneda a direct experience, don Juan guides him to “see” a flyer from a state of inner silence, resulting in a terrifying encounter with a gigantic, leaping “mud shadow” that leaves Castaneda physically and emotionally shattered, weeping for the helplessness of mankind.

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The Active Side of Infinity – The Active Side of Infinity

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By / 42 minutes of reading

In this chapter, Carlos Castaneda visits his teacher, don Juan Matus, who introduces the shamanic task of creating an “album of memorable events.” Don Juan explains that such a collection helps a warrior redeploy unused energy by focusing on events that are impersonal and universally significant, rather than egocentric. After Castaneda struggles and fails to produce a suitable story, don Juan prompts him to recount a specific memory from his time in Italy. Castaneda tells the story of being taken by a friend to a bordello to see a prostitute named Madame Ludmilla perform “figures in front of a mirror.” Her sad, clumsy, yet sweet performance to a haunting melody profoundly moves Castaneda, causing him to flee in despair. Don Juan confirms this event is perfect for the album because it has the “dark touch of the impersonal,” reflecting the condition of all human beings who, in their own way, make senseless figures in front of a mirror.

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The Active Side of Infinity – Starting On The Definitive Journey: The Jump Into The Abyss

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By / 44 minutes of reading

In this climactic chapter, don Juan announces that his time on Earth is over and he is leaving on his “definitive journey.” On a remote mesa, he tells Castaneda that his final task as an apprentice is to jump into an abyss, an act that will plunge him into infinity. Before the jump, however, Castaneda must say good-bye to all those he is indebted to. He recounts three formative relationships from his childhood: with Mr. Acosta, a hunter who taught him about solitariness; with Sho Velez, a young friend whose courage taught him that one must have something to die for; and with his grandmother and her adopted son Antoine, whose dramatic departure taught him about the finality of time. After shouting his thanks to these “ghosts,” don Juan gives his final words of advice, urging Castaneda to be impeccable and to forget the self. Then, don Juan and his party of fifteen sorcerers transform into luminous beings and ascend into the sky. Knowing his time has also run out, Castaneda runs at full speed and leaps into the abyss.

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The Active Side of Infinity – A Tremor in The Air: A Journey of Power

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By / 22 minutes of reading

In this chapter, Carlos Castaneda recounts the events leading to his first meeting with don Juan Matus. Initially, his academic ambitions to conduct fieldwork on medicinal plants are dismissed by his anthropology professors as outdated and irrelevant. Feeling defeated, Castaneda is persuaded by his friend and fellow anthropologist, Bill, to join him on a road trip through Arizona and New Mexico. During their journey, Bill reveals a hidden, personal side, sharing unsettling and unexplainable stories of his encounters with shamans who could transform or appear as apparitions, which deeply affects Castaneda. The trip culminates at a bus depot in Nogales, where Bill points out a mysterious old man he believes to be a powerful sorcerer. Acting on a strange impulse, Castaneda confronts the man, who introduces himself as Juan Matus and cryptically invites him for a future meeting before vanishing onto a bus. This brief, powerful encounter leaves Bill jealous and perplexed, and instills in Castaneda a profound and unfamiliar sense of longing and anxiety.

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