Carlos Castaneda, Autor em Nagualismo

The Active Side of Infinity – The View I Could Not Stand

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By Carlos Castaneda / 11 minutes of reading

In this chapter, Castaneda describes the final disintegration of his old way of life. After his perception was altered by the events of the previous chapter, he finds himself unable to relate to his “family of friends” in Los Angeles as he once did. He suddenly sees them as tense, self-absorbed, and banal, just like the psychiatrist and professor who had horrified him. This new judgmental attitude fills him with guilt. He recounts two final, tragicomic stories of his friends’ self-made dramas—one involving a violent domestic dispute sparked by the snapping of a towel, and another chronicling his friend Rodrigo’s repeatedly failed attempts to escape Los Angeles. Unable to feel his usual empathy, Castaneda is instead galvanized by the finality of the situations and flees to don Juan, confessing his new, critical view of his friends. Don Juan explains that this is a sign of the “end of an era,” which can only be complete when the “king dies”—that is, when Castaneda finally accepts the truth that he is just like the friends he now judges.

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The Active Side of Infinity – The Unavoidable Appointment

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By Carlos Castaneda / 12 minutes of reading

In this chapter, Castaneda is consumed by guilt and depression over the death of his anthropologist friend, Bill, to whom he never replied to his last letter. He seeks out don Juan, who reveals he “saw” the moment of Bill’s death and had previously warned Castaneda about his friend’s declining state by describing the open “gap” in his luminous body, a sign visible to a sorcerer. Don Juan chastises Castaneda for his lack of “sobriety” and for believing he had infinite time, which led him to postpone thanking his friend, leaving him “stuck with a ghost on his tail.” The only recourse, he explains, is to keep his friend’s memory alive. He then teaches Castaneda about the nature of sadness for a sorcerer, explaining it as an impersonal, abstract force from infinity that affects them because they have no shields. To illustrate this, he tells the story of the Great Garrick, the world’s funniest comedian, who, when advised to see his own show to cure his melancholy, reveals his identity, showing he has no external cure for his profound sadness.

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The Active Side of Infinity – The Breaking Point

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By Carlos Castaneda / 20 minutes of reading

In this chapter, don Juan explains that sorcerers need a “breaking point” for inner silence to truly set in. He tells Castaneda that his breaking point is to leave his friends and his entire way of life, proposing that he “die” by isolating himself in a dilapidated hotel room until his “person”—his mind and its attachments—is gone. Castaneda initially refuses, and don Juan leaves him, seemingly for good. After a period of feeling elated and free, Castaneda’s old life resumes until his complete and frightening identification with a self-sabotaging friend pushes him to his own breaking point. He spontaneously rents a room in a Hollywood hotel and stays for months until his old self “dies.” Later, mired in a new, meaningless life and contemplating suicide, don Juan reappears. He tells Castaneda that he has finally reached his breaking point and gives him one hour to dissolve his current life before meeting him in Mexico. Failing to meet the deadline, Castaneda uses a technique to achieve inner silence and “dreams” he is with don Juan, who confirms he made the journey not through a dream, but through his inner silence.

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The Active Side of Infinity – The Measurements of Cognition

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By Carlos Castaneda / 20 minutes of reading

In this chapter, Castaneda explores the clash between two cognitive worlds: the academic world of Professor Lorca and the sorcerers’ world of don Juan. He becomes an admirer of Professor Lorca, a brilliant academic who lectures on the insular nature of different cognitive systems. Don Juan cautions him against admiring from afar and urges him to “test” the professor to see if he lives as a “being who is going to die,” arguing that this acceptance is the only way to have a true grip on the world. Professor Lorca, though intellectually brilliant, proposes a scientific study to measure and quantify the cognition of shamans. Don Juan finds this laughable, explaining that sorcerers’ cognition—based on perceiving energy directly—is experiential and cannot be measured by the tools of the everyday world. He concludes that the professor is an “immortal scientist” who, by not truly accepting his own mortality, cannot grasp the sorcerers’ path. Don Juan uses the metaphor of a Roman slave whispering “all glory is fleeting” to a victorious general, stating that for a sorcerer, death is that infallible advisor.

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The Active Side of Infinity – Saying Thank You

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By Carlos Castaneda / 19 minutes of reading

In this chapter, don Juan assigns Castaneda a final task before he can be “swallowed by infinity”: to atone for his personal indebtedness, he must find two women from his past, Patricia Turner and Sandra Flanagan, and give each a gift that will leave him penniless. Castaneda recounts his chaotic and emotionally devastating three-way relationship with them, which ended with all three fleeing from each other. After hiring a private investigator, he finds them both in New York. He meets with each woman, and in emotional reunions, he fulfills his task by buying Patricia a mink coat and Sandra a station wagon. However, instead of feeling liberated, he is overwhelmed by a renewed sense of loss and self-pity. When he reports this to don Juan, he is told to vanquish his self-pity. Castaneda then has a final realization: the true purpose of the task was not for his personal feelings, but to perform an act of magic in the spirit of a warrior-traveler—saying thank you and good-bye by storing the memory of what he loved in his silence.

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The Active Side of Infinity – Beyond Syntax: The Usher

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By Carlos Castaneda / 31 minutes of reading

In this chapter, don Juan introduces Castaneda to the sorcery technique of “the recapitulation”—a formal, meticulous recounting of one’s entire life in order to create a “space” for new knowledge. He explains the sorcerers’ view of the universe, where perception is assembled at the “assemblage point” as energy filaments from the “dark sea of awareness” are interpreted. The goal of the recapitulation is to offer one’s life experiences back to this cosmic awareness at the moment of death, thus saving one’s life force. To begin this process, don Juan tells Castaneda he must first find an “usher,” a single, powerfully clear memory that will illuminate all others. Left to the task, Castaneda vividly recalls a formative event from his childhood: being a billiards prodigy secretly employed by a notorious gambler, Falelo Quiroga. This arrangement culminates in Quiroga threateningly demanding that Castaneda throw a high-stakes game. Before Castaneda is forced to choose, his family moves away, leaving the dilemma unresolved. Don Juan explains this memory is the perfect usher, as it encapsulates the central, unresolved conflict of Castaneda’s life: being trapped between the desire to embrace infinity and the simultaneous urge to run away from it.

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The New Area of Exploration – The Art of Dreaming

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Art of Dreaming / By Carlos Castaneda / 25 minutes of reading

In this chapter, Carlos Castaneda progresses to the “new area of exploration” in dreaming, focusing on **seeing energy** by voicing his intent. He recounts his initial struggles with this practice, as items in his dreams would vanish or change. Don Juan explains that his previous dreams were merely “phantom projections” and that true seeing occurs when the **energy body** perceives energy-generating items in a real world. Castaneda describes a vivid dream where he saw objects glow and encountered an aggressive, hateful energy. Don Juan reveals this was a real journey to another layer of the universe, where an entity attacked him due to his “availability.” Don Juan further reveals the profound and disturbing truth that the energy sorcerers use to move their **assemblage points** comes from the **inorganic beings’ realm**, a legacy from ancient sorcerers. Despite the danger, Castaneda is urged to continue his practices, maintain **impeccability**, and strive for **freedom** by subtly “stalking” the inorganic beings and taking their energy without succumbing to their influence.

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Stalking the Stalkers – The Art of Dreaming

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Art of Dreaming / By Carlos Castaneda / 25 minutes of reading

Carlos Castaneda recounts his struggles with the collapsing boundary of the **second attention**, leading to fatigue and a need for don Juan’s aid. Don Juan proposes “stalking the stalkers” as the final task of the **third gate of dreaming**, which involves deliberately drawing energy from the **inorganic beings’ realm** to perform a sorcery feat: a journey using awareness as an energetic element. Carol Tiggs joins Castaneda for this dangerous endeavor. Their attempt results in an unexpected, terrifying abduction of their physical bodies into an unknown world by the inorganic beings, a trap previously set for ancient sorcerers. Don Juan explains that their combined energy, though substantial, wasn’t the primary factor in their journey; the inorganic beings’ manipulation was. He warns them that their unique situation makes them targets and advises them to avoid each other to prevent future abductions. Castaneda’s dreaming practices are then re-focused on **seeing energy** in various states.

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The Tenant – The Art of Dreaming

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Art of Dreaming / By Carlos Castaneda / 32 minutes of reading

In this chapter, don Juan Matus informs Carlos Castaneda that his formal instruction in dreaming is over, but he must outline the fourth gate of dreaming. He takes Castaneda to a town in southern Mexico for a final lesson, which is to be delivered by a mysterious visitor. This visitor is revealed to be the “tenant,” an ancient sorcerer also known as the death defier. Castaneda is overcome with panic and revulsion when he discovers the tenant, who he had previously met as a man, is now a woman. Don Juan explains that for such a powerful sorcerer, gender is a matter of choice, achieved by shifting the assemblage point. Castaneda must now face the tenant alone to make a decision about accepting or rejecting the tenant’s “gifts of power,” a choice that every nagual in their lineage has had to make.

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The Woman in the Church – The Art of Dreaming

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Art of Dreaming / By Carlos Castaneda / 33 minutes of reading

After being left by don Juan, Carlos Castaneda kneels in the church next to the death defier, an ancient sorcerer who appears as a woman. Initially terrified, he is mesmerized by her voice and presence. He offers her his energy freely but refuses her obligatory “gifts of power.” The woman then pulls him into the second attention, revealing the church and town as they existed in a different time, a product of her own intent. She explains the sorcerers’ art of creating veritable realms in dreaming through visualization and the technique of “twin positions.” Castaneda explores this tangible dream world with her, learning that only she generates energy within it. The experience culminates in a terrifying realization that their current reality might also be a shared dream, causing him to lose consciousness in a spinning descent into blackness.

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