Carlos Castaneda, Autor em Nagualismo

The Eagle’s Gift – Quasi Memories of The Other Self

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Eagle's gift / By Carlos Castaneda / 26 minutes of reading

In this chapter, Castaneda, urged by the apprentices, recounts his personal *dreaming* experiences, including his recurring visions of a saber-toothed tiger, which la Gorda identifies as a dangerous form of “ghost dreaming.” The focus then shifts dramatically when Josefina reveals that she regularly meets with the departed apprentice, Eligio, in her own dreams. Eligio’s mysterious message is that Castaneda is indeed the Nagual but is “not for them” and that he must “remember his left side” to fulfill his role. The situation intensifies as Nestor, Benigno, and Lydia also begin to surface strange “quasi-memories” of Castaneda teaching them things in a past they cannot logically place, causing Castaneda to have a visceral, uncontrollable physical reaction to the bewildering convergence of their other-worldly experiences.

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The Eagle’s Gift – Crossing The Boundaries of Affection

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Eagle's gift / By Carlos Castaneda / 32 minutes of reading

In this chapter, the apprentices grapple with their inexplicable “quasi-memories.” La Gorda introduces Don Juan’s concept of their group as a four-sectioned snake and leads them on a “power trail,” where they are thwarted by a giant figure Castaneda’s allies are blamed for. The memories intensify, with others recalling a past where Castaneda and a mysterious kind lady cared for them. The climax occurs during Castaneda’s final, disorienting encounter with Dona Soledad, where he has a flash of profound connection, “crossing the parallel lines” of their realities before she departs forever. After this, the group finally leaves their valley, and following another flash of Nagual certainty, Castaneda takes command and directs them toward a mysterious house he now knows is their next destination.

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The Eagle’s Gift – The Horde of Angry Sorcerers

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Eagle's gift / By Carlos Castaneda / 34 minutes of reading

In this chapter, Castaneda and the apprentices arrive at the mysterious house, which Josefina identifies as belonging to “Silvio Manuel,” triggering visceral reactions in everyone. Their quasi-memories intensify, focusing on a terrifying bridge and the enigmatic figure of Silvio Manuel, whom they collectively recall as a dark force that “devoured” them as they were forced to cross the “parallel lines.” The group’s attempt to analyze these events in Mexico City descends into chaos as they turn on Castaneda, accusing him of being an agent of Silvio Manuel sent to mislead them. The conflict climaxes when Castaneda has a hard memory of Don Juan and another man showing him a “wall of fog” that splits the world. Faced with the group’s unwavering belief in his sinister role, they decide to part ways, although la Gorda vows to rejoin him later to fulfill their shared destiny.

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The Eagle’s Gift – The Art of Dreaming – Losing The Human Form

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Eagle's gift / By Carlos Castaneda / 26 minutes of reading

In this chapter, Castaneda undergoes a harrowing physical ordeal which he and la Gorda identify as the final “loss of the human form,” resulting in a profound state of warrior’s detachment that erases his past resentments. This new state of being acts as a catalyst, unlocking a critical, completely forgotten memory of the “Nagual woman”—a serene and powerful counterpart to Don Juan who was, in fact, Castaneda’s partner. The shocking revelation that they could have forgotten such a pivotal figure plunges both him and la Gorda into a cycle of shared grief, rage, and fear as they begin to grapple with the true, terrifying extent of Don Juan’s manipulations on their memories and their very beings.

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The Eagle’s Gift – Dreaming Together

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Eagle's gift / By Carlos Castaneda / 38 minutes of reading

In this chapter, to overcome their shared distress, Castaneda and la Gorda decide to attempt “dreaming together.” Castaneda outlines his four stages of dreaming before they successfully enter a shared dream, which is a vivid memory of Don Juan assigning la Gorda to him as a task to harness his selfishness. This experience also triggers the memory of another forgotten member of their party, Vicente. The breakthrough forces them into a detailed analysis of the art of dreaming, exploring concepts like the second attention, not-doing, the dreaming body, and will. The discussion culminates in la Gorda’s revelation that will is the control of the “other self,” and that Silvio Manuel was the ultimate master of it, a being permanently existing in his other self and commanding intent itself.

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The Eagle’s Gift – The Right and The Left Side Awareness

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Eagle's gift / By Carlos Castaneda / 29 minutes of reading

This chapter details Castaneda and la Gorda’s renewed attempts at “dreaming together,” leading them to a shared, barren landscape between the “parallel lines.” This experience unlocks a complete memory for Castaneda of a past event where he, la Gorda, the Nagual woman, and Silvio Manuel were taken to this same desolate place, which Don Juan called “limbo,” with their physical bodies. He recalls the terrifying ordeal of nearly dying from an overwhelming pressure and fear, a trial designed to force him to surrender his attachments. The chapter culminates in Castaneda and la Gorda’s profound realization about their own nature: that their past experiences were split between the awareness of the “right side” (the *tonal*) and the “left side” (the *nagual*). They conclude that their task of “remembering” is actually the warrior’s work of bridging these two sides by rearranging the non-linear “intensity” of the left side’s perception into a linear sequence their right side can comprehend.

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The Eagle’s Gift – The Rule of The Nagual

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Eagle's gift / By Carlos Castaneda / 26 minutes of reading

This chapter delves into the foundational mythos of the sorcerers’ world, which Castaneda calls “the rule of the Nagual.” He recounts how Don Juan, after a near-fatal encounter, was initiated into this rule by his own benefactor. The rule describes the Eagle, an immense cosmic force that consumes the awareness of all beings upon death. However, the Eagle also provides a gift: a chance to escape this fate and achieve freedom by keeping one’s awareness. To guide beings to this freedom, the Eagle created the Nagual, a double being who comes in a male/female pair. The chapter details the specific structure of a Nagual’s party—composed of four types of female warriors (the four directions) and four types of male warriors—and outlines their luminous features, their tasks of dreaming and stalking, and the cyclical duty of each Nagual to find and train a new party before departing the world.

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The Active Side of Infinity – Inorganic Awareness

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By Carlos Castaneda / 21 minutes of reading

In this chapter, don Juan reveals that he is the leader of a group of fifteen sorcerers and did not actually live in the shack where they first met. He then introduces Castaneda to the concept of “inorganic awareness.” He explains that our world is a twin world, coexisting with a complementary world populated by “inorganic beings”—entities that possess awareness but no organism. He further classifies these beings, distinguishing between the “first cousins” from our twin world and the “scouts” or “explorers” from the depths of the universe, some of whom sorcerers call “allies.” To give Castaneda a direct experience, don Juan guides him on another journey from inner silence. In the Sonoran desert, Castaneda meets two beings who identify themselves as his allies. By staring at them, he is able to see past their humanlike appearance to their true form: vibrating, shapeless blobs of luminosity. Don Juan explains this is seeing energy directly, and that our normal cognition limits our perception by interpreting everything. He instructs Castaneda to henceforth gaze at any apparition with an inflexible attitude to see its true energetic nature.

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The Active Side of Infinity – The Clear View

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By Carlos Castaneda / 22 minutes of reading

In this final chapter of the book, Castaneda finds himself in a quandary, unable to deal with the world of everyday people after being influenced by don Juan. His new perception causes him to judge everyone by don Juan’s standards of impeccability, leading to a crisis in his academic and personal life. He recounts his experiences with a kind but passive boss, Ernest Lipton, whose helplessness reminds him of his own father, forcing him to quit his job. Don Juan advises him that the issue is not with others but with his own “self-reflection,” and that the challenge is to accept people as they are. The climax occurs one day on the UCLA campus when Castaneda is overcome by a strange tremor, loses his normal sight, and for the first time, consciously “sees” energy directly—perceiving people as luminous, furry spheres. He has the shocking realization that he has always perceived energy this way but was never aware of it. The experience ends with him inexplicably waking up in his apartment miles away. Don Juan confirms that he “stopped the world,” traveled from inner silence, and experienced “the clear view” or “losing the human form,” where human pettiness vanishes, leaving him with the maddening question of what had prevented him from accessing this perception all his life.

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The Active Side of Infinity – Mud Shadows

Ancient Cycle, Authors, Carlos Castaneda, The Active side of Infinity / By Carlos Castaneda / 32 minutes of reading

In this chapter, don Juan introduces Castaneda to what he calls the “topic of topics”: a predator from the depths of the cosmos that has taken over the rule of human lives. He explains that sorcerers can see these beings as fleeting, dark shadows, which he encourages Castaneda to perceive. According to don Juan, these predators, or “flyers,” consume the “glowing coat of awareness” that surrounds human beings, leaving only a narrow fringe which is the epicenter of our self-reflection. They keep humans docile and weak by giving us their mind—a foreign installation filled with contradiction, greed, and cowardice—and then feeding on the flares of awareness produced by our inane, self-absorbed problems. Don Juan states that the only deterrent is discipline, which makes a sorcerer’s awareness unpalatable. The ultimate goal is to tax the “flyer’s mind” with inner silence until it flees permanently. To give Castaneda a direct experience, don Juan guides him to “see” a flyer from a state of inner silence, resulting in a terrifying encounter with a gigantic, leaping “mud shadow” that leaves Castaneda physically and emotionally shattered, weeping for the helplessness of mankind.

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